Wednesday, February 29, 2012

New Favorite

I've just realized something that I don't think a lot of people understand about me.
When I say "new favorite," I don't mean that thing is taking the place of my old favorite. Rather, it is joining the list of my favorite things.
For example, when I say that Tom Hiddleston is my new favorite British actor, I don't mean he is replacing Benedict Cumberbatch or Jude Law or Jack Davenport. I simply mean that he is new on the list of favorite British actors.

Update: If there are any other Amber-isms that you don't quite understand, please tell me and I shall do my best to translate them. I think it would be a fascinating study of myself.

Sunday, February 26, 2012

I've come to the conclusion that I own way too many notebooks. And at any given time I am actively using at least three. So. When I graduate and fill my current journal, I am switching down to one, or two max. One for journal, to-do list, and story ideas. Another for whatever story I happen to be writing at the moment. No more than that. Everything can either go into one notebook or the other. The end.

Thursday, February 2, 2012

I've always wondered, do I blush when I'm embarrassed?

Because I've never known. People rarely, if ever, say "You're blushing!" to me, and I have a natural redness in my cheeks anyway so it all gets very confusing.

So I texted that very question to the eight people who are most likely to know - and text back.

I've listed their replies anonymously, but if you were one of the eight you will, of course, recognize your own reply.

Question: do I blush when I'm embarrassed?

Responses:
  • Not that I've noticed.
  • I don't think so.
  • Your cheeks are rosy, it's very difficult to answer that question! I don't really know if you are embarrassed that often around me. But my first response it to say no, you don't blush when you're embarrassed. But I definitely do, so that makes me want to say that you do.
  • Yeah. You do. But you also have natural blush.
  • Sometimes yes. Why?
  • Your breathing changes and you clench your teeth more than blush, but there is still a slight color change. Then again it could just be that I haven't seen you in extremely embarrassing circumstances.
  • Umm, depends on the level of embarrassment. You generally don't get embarrassed around me, so...
  • Yes.
"And the Oscar goes to..." Apparently no one else knows if I blush either. Okay, a few people definitely know. But does this answer my question? No, not really.